::you're my saving grace ::

Thursday, August 11, 2005

Went to watch Charlie and the chocolate factory last thursday with fang lay. The whole story was predictable but I truly enjoyed everything about it. Willy Wonka kind of remind me of Kai.

I finally sat down and thought to myself. Do I really exist in TA28? Or am I being too quiet among my classmates and not spending enough time with them? Just really don't know. It seems that sometimes they are putting a fake smile in front of me which makes me fucking mad. How I wish that there is a time machine where I can just go back to secondary school days. Missed those days. There wasn't a day where I dread about going to school. The madness and the never-ending laughter filled the days. But now, I dreaded about going to school everyday. I feel so left out like I don't exist in this world and always admires those people walked past me who are always laughing and enjoying their life.The only time where I look forward the most are the times where I get to meet my darlings befre or after school. They are the ones who always make me back to my own crazy self again and never fail to put a smile on my face. Haiz... How am I going to walk through this lonely journey I really don't know. Only time will tell.

mich @ 8:03 PM