::you're my saving grace ::

Tuesday, March 07, 2006

One word to describe my working environment. "Pathetic'. Very pathetic. I am so glad that I am supposed to be there for 7 weeks and not 6 months. I thank God for that!Here are the reasons:

1. No computer and phone on the desk for me

2. No stationery, have to get from other desk

3. Calculators there are all half dead

4. If you rush to work, don't expect you will cool down in a few minutes once you reach the office. It will take at least one hour before you will cool down.

5. The manager who is charge of me is a meanie, told her on the 1st day of work, that I have a scheduled driving test on Wed. You should look at her 'I-don't-belive-you-' face. I was so freaking pissed. Today, I asked her will I get a half-day off or an off tomorrow, she gave me a look that I just SO wanna slap and told me that half day off is granted.

6. There are no snacks in the office, making the whole office lifeless.

So to my billy who has an antique computer which took 15 minutes to start up. You are blessed ok? To my silly, you have a fucking room to yourself anf a compuetr and phone. You are just so freaking lucky!

So, the 1st day, I was given auditing work to do. Just do and do and do and do and do and do and do till lunchbreak then continued to fdo and do and do and do. BUT I fell asleep from around 2 plus to 4 plus, the amazing thing was that I was seated right in front of the manager. Did she notice? I don't know and it doesn't bother me either. Today, went to client's place to do auditing. I love my lunch as I bought a very fulfilling and heavenly lunch which is Chicken Terakayi and cookies from Subway. What will happen to you if you had a very fulfilling lunch? Precisely, you feel sleepy immediately. That applies to me today, I tell you.I slept longer today from 2 plus to around 10-15 minutes to five. Isn't that fantastic? I cannot imagine how will I survive in the working world for the next chapter of my life.

Tomoorow is my driving test. I have 50.00000000007% that i will fail as I am still very very very dumb in all aspects of driving techniques. I cry to myself sometimes for being a dumbass. I just bow and pray to God that I will pass this driving test or else I will have my ears will go numb and my eyes will swelled tomorrow night.

I would like to thank a few people who are there for me the day before my attachment and during my working hours. Billy and Silly who were worried like mad for this hopeless milly who didn't get her formal clothes the day before the 1st day of attachment. Thanks to Sha, Billy and my forever and always ben ben(you know who you are) and I love you!

mich @ 8:36 PM