::you're my saving grace ::

Saturday, May 12, 2007

I had enough of everything
there is nothing to left to say
Whatever I do or say
You just think is wrong
Or tend to disagree
Then when everythings goes wrong
I am the one to be blame
Being protective or too concern?
It sucks when you are feeling so frustrated and down
and theres no one you can turn to or talk to
Is either they are too busy or they are too dumb to just listen!
I hate to be console
Not a need to envy about hows someone's life
Is so much better than yours
Coz everything is just so FUCK!
Since when did you care about my feelings
Everything is just YOU and others
What about ME? ME?
When was the last time my opinion or views was heard
Everytime I have my say about something
You never fail to let me down
You DONT even know how it feels to be ME!
This is called a happy life?
What is happiness?
Happiness is something you have to pursuit it
But do I have the chance to pursuit it?
Your constant letdown leads me to have no confidence in myself
Whatever I think, I am just so afraid to let it be heard
I feel so terrible and it just feel sucks to be ME!!!
How do you define 'LOVE?'

If I am meant to die, I will still die
no matter how cautious I try to be
This is fate
I am not that someone whom you think I am.

mich @ 12:34 AM