::you're my saving grace ::

Sunday, November 18, 2007

Friday was out with Jeffrey, had a few mouths of Henekein before heading down to East COast Park. I love going to the beach especially at night, just by looking at the sea and stars were enough to calm your mind down and think of everything in life. Drank tequila sunrise at Beach Hut at east coast park. It was simply lovely! Really enjoyed it. Thanks Jeff!
Yesterday was with that lovely bitch of mine, Kai. We went to Tantric and boy, it was such a memorable night!
Drank Henekein, lychee martini and 2 bottles of barcardi. After that, I cant remember what happened to me. All I remembered was I puked at the pub, on the way to his house and at his house. The feeling was really terrible and the worst part was, I have to take care of everthing all by myself. No one was even there for me!!!
I felt like a 'slut', so disappointed in myself and him.
Anyways, Kai found someone there. Felt seriously happy for him. Hope this work for this guy man!

I am an idiot
I am in such a pathetic state
Feeling like a loose person
Whatever it is,
I do not want to have something to do with status anymore.
I prefer something where status is not important.

mich @ 11:35 PM