::you're my saving grace ::

Monday, July 14, 2008

When you are fucking bored, then you look for me to chat with.
This fucking irks me, as it just shows that you are dont fucking treasure your friends
You just love to chat with someone whom can fucking make you laugh and crapped with you.
I know to you, i am just a fucking boring person.
You chatted with me only when you have something to say about your buddies and how you fucking feel about them.
I just felt fucking stupid, following like brainless tagging dog.
I felt fucking used and I wont be surprised if you fucking betrayed me
To you, I am just a replacemrnt.
Someone whom you can talk to when no one is there for you to chat with
All you cared is their fucking feelings
And kept asking me about how they will fucking feel or that.
Maybe inside you is just a nice and charming person whom everyone loves
I am just too envious of you
Cuz I know I am always the one standing outside the crowd and being fucking left out.
I am used to having this fucked up life

mich @ 10:39 PM