::you're my saving grace ::

Saturday, September 13, 2008

Inside me, I felt sad and disappointed in myself
Why do I not get what everyone is getting?
Haven I done my best?
Haven I tried hard enough?
I tried my best in whatever I done
I put in my effort in everything
The thing is, I simply just dont understand sometimes
I simply just dont get it
Or rather I am ignorant
I dont even know to salvage myself
Guess I am one of those stupid trash who is just waiting for the day.

I am damn fucking broke
Never have I fucking felt that way before
But all I really wants is to give ya a great birthday celebration
Above all this, I just want to spend every single moment of the time to be with you

mich @ 5:46 PM