::you're my saving grace ::

Saturday, October 18, 2008

someone said to me, "sometime i just wish that, they(family members) will care more about our feeling than our well-being'
How true is that?
Why do they have to care so much about our well being when our feelings are being put aside?
Is it because of pride?
Or afraid of being embarrassed?
I really dont understand.

You are right about me being stupid and dumb
Why do I want to do the same thing again when I know that the results of this will forever be the same?
Why cant I feel the same way as everyone else?
Why do I keep feeling this way?
Its all because I tend to keep my feelings to myself and am bad at expressing myself with words. All because I am such a dumb and useless person.
I shouldnt have let tears flowing out
This is not me.

mich @ 11:25 PM