::you're my saving grace ::

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

Mum went out of town a few days ago. Lets see...
Thurs-was chilling at my place with her during the day and met up with that bitch in the evening since I havent seen him for quite a while.
Fri-was chilling at her place in the afternoon & at night, we landed ourselves at this pub at boat quay.cant remember the name though.The live band was kinda impressive, so were the drinks.and so, we headed down again on Sat. Had Tequila Sunrise and Martini.
Sun-went to Sentosa with her.We took rides,chill at cafe and watched Songs of the Sea. Was memerized with the bright bursts of pyrotechnics and psychedelic lasers, dramatic effects and 40m-high water jets. In addition, it was created by world-renowned and internationally acclaimed Yves Pepin.enriching ya?get to know the interesting facts behind this amazing show.

Fri, it was the last day where retrenchment was being done. Sadly, quite a number whom I am close to or never got the chance to get to know them personally, left the bank.and the next day, everyone is talking about it.newspaper articles about the bank retrenchment excercise, unhappiness arising from the union members, etc. Prior to that, I felt so worried and scared as this is my 1st restructing excercise in my 1year working career.I felt thankful as she was there for me, cheering me, not allowing me to think about the whole retrenchment thing.

There is someone here inside
someone I thought had died so long ago
guess I was wrong
and someone inside who has been here all these while, had died recently.
If you ever feel lost, messed up and all alone,
Blame it on yourself for bringing this upon yourself
It doesnt matter what I do or how much I tried or how much effort Ive put in,
I felt so stupid, dumb, inferior and naive in the end.
Guess I should feel glad that it has returned.
This might be the reason why I decided to have my hair shortened again today just like in the past.
How do you protect one's heart when it wasnt protected to start with?
You can no longer protect it cuz its too late.you got only yourself to blame for not sticking to your principles from the very beginning.

Feel so lonely, seriously miss my bitch man!

mich @ 12:28 AM