::you're my saving grace ::

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

I feel out of place
Like somehow I simply just don't belong
How I wish I can simply run away and never come back
No, no one ever understands me
No, no one will know what it's like
When nothing feels right at all
I just feel so hurt & lost
So what happens when you are on the edge of breaking down?
All you have is yourself to depend on coz no one is there to save you
I feel so sick and tired
I know the reason why we simply dont communicate
Is either you are too busy minding your own business or you just want everyone to be on your side.
All you care about is my well-being and your pride.
Rather I should say, you never bother to ask about how I feel or what my views were to begin with.

I thought you would understand me better
Most of the time, I hate places where there are places filled with people or noise
I hate to have people around me telling me what I should or shouldnt do
I hate people asking me about my personal life
I prefer to keep everything to myself esp my thoughts
These might be the reasons why I do not have many friends
Seriously, I prefer to spend my time alone doing what I feel like doing without any disruption
OR
with her, doing everything together. I just feel safe and at ease.

Anyways, I did a personality test out of pure boredom. Only parts that are highlighted in red are kinda true

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

I will do whatever it takes to keep us together

mich @ 9:37 PM