::you're my saving grace ::

Wednesday, April 01, 2009

The greatest knowledge is you dont know anything at all.
How true is that?
The more you know, the more you falter & feeling smaller than before
I was misunderstood all the time
To me, it doesnt matter what my feelings were coz at the end of the road,
things will still be as what it is.
I just find it pointless to even explain yourself about things you didnt even do or expect it to happen.
In this misery world, it just excuses in every one's mind.
I have given up on something called anticipation long ago. It leads you to nothing but disappointment.
What happens when the walls youve built, and crumbled down because of your trust? It's that something bad or good?
Facing consequences of the decisions you made, doesnt make you stronger either, it just makes you realised how dumb you were.
Sometimes you are just being a substitute
Because someone whom they love or care for is already taken
Why try so hard on being a substitute
Does it matter to the person?
Dont go around telling people that this person has changed your life or so,
Coz it is not their fucking fault, it is your fucking fault to make that happen.
I believe once you have thought of something, you will eventually act on it sooner or later.
I screwed up everything.
Do you really think it is weakness that yields to temptation? I tell you that there are terrible temptations which it requires strength, strength and courage to yield to.
In this world of misery and cruelty, Ive lost.

mich @ 2:06 PM