::you're my saving grace ::

Thursday, April 16, 2009

Someone I knew slipped away this morning. Although I have seen him only once, but I could hear him sometimes during my phone conversation with her. I might not know him personally but I know that he was a wonderful dad due to the fact that he was always bringing joy to the family with his jokes, the comments he made while watching tv, and lessons he taught so that his children would be strong to face the world and etc., She would constantly talked about him like what he did or buy that particular day, or what lesson did he taught her. All these made him a great dad to them and his memories will live on forever. May you rest in peace.

All along I thought I had a good friend
But today I realised how naive and ridiculous you are
Once in a while you might have hurt me with your actions or words
But I tend to let it pass and pretend nothing has ever happen
But today you said something which was totally inappropriate
which makes me despise you so much and doubt your sense of compassion
I will never see you as a friend ever again, let alone darling.
You are just my colleague. I swear.
Seriously I dont feel sad that things between us turned out this way.
Please dont do something for the sake of doing if you are not sincere about it
What's the point or rather, what are you trying to prove?
Can you for a moment stop and think why is there a need for me to lie?
Am I that evil in your eyes?
Indeed, Ive changed.
I am no longer the person you used to know
Therefore I can never be kind and nice towards you anymore
and I dont even need you to cheer up my day
coz it has never been this way.
And I know why everyone is on your side
Cos you are always telling people about your lives and things that happened
Therefore I am being mistaken
To me, what's the point of telling people about your lives or things that happened
Will it be any different?
People will only sympathise you but nobody will understand how you are feeling.
You are just trying to gain sympathy and popularity
and you've got what you wanted.
TTYN, bitch!

mich @ 10:23 PM