::you're my saving grace ::

Tuesday, June 09, 2009

Bad things happen. People do/ say nasty or prejudice things that really upset you and for the moment it gets to you profoundly. Yet when you relate or complain about your woes to others, it doesn't seem to be a big deal at all.
You tell your friends about whats happening in your life or your problems. They go, "Oh,.....". So what? Everyone is treated that way one time or another. But they don't know or understand one bit of how you feel. Sometimes it hurts to talk to someone about your troubles and to have them console you with words that seem to have no effect at all.
To me, problems just aint another problem. It has its own individual effect on you and never leaves you the same as you were before. And every individual's problem is STILL a problem no matter how "big" or "small."
I know, I am not the best in anything nor the most likeable person on earth but I don't wish to be treated poorly/inferiorly based on someone else's preferances. Fuck you. because the world does not revolve around you.
When my emotions gets the better of me, all I want to do is let it out and sob.Sigh

B,
Its been 10 months since we got together, though it may not be long
But looking through those photos we took and
reading entries in my blog throughout these months
It seems like we have been together for ages
for each tells a different story or teaches something
I don't deny the fact that we grew and changed each time
Which makes us stronger and brought us to the next level.
I am really blessed and grateful, defintely happy that you are my gf
Someone who can tolerate my flaws, curfews and stupidity
and still be able to appreciate me and
showered me with so much love and concern
For that, I want to thank you from the bottom of my heart, b
You always give me the best, always have and always will.

Sexy b,
no matter how angry or upset you were with me
You told me once that you never believe in
'always' or 'forever' as it never seems to happen
So I am going to do whatever it takes to make that happen
Cos you are the one I am in love with
no matter how frail you are
or wrinkles start growing in the future
I will still love you the same way as I am now
cos in my eyes, you are perfect to me.
I love you.
Cant wait for National Day, Baby!

If in my next life, given a choice
i would still want you to be my gf
have done it all over again, in the very same way.

mich @ 11:52 PM