::you're my saving grace ::

Tuesday, July 07, 2009

Seriously, it was the worst week for both of us last week, we spent so little time together and whats even worse was that we were pratically unhappy with each other almost everyday. We have drifted apart, we dont talk as much like in the past, be it online, phone or meet-ups. Over the weekend, I thought that there is no way our relationship is going be any better or maybe there is nothing I can do to salvage the situation or mess that I created. Later part of the night, we talked about how much our relationship have changed during this week. my heart aches as I wonder, why does the one person whom I think the world of, breaks me. It seriously hurts so bad.
I think too much. It's stagnant. We're stagnant. Perhaps it's the period where we're heading downhill. But, I am unsure. It happens sometimes. Will it be like every other time? Or will it be any different this time? I pray not.

Well, things got better since yesterday. We talked and sorted it out between us. Seeing baby and I making efforts to make up for everything. Your effort means the world to me, my love. For I dont want go throwing away something which I felt strongly for and believed that all those fights and disagreements made us what and who we are in this r/s. And this is the quote to sum everything.
"Anyone can give up, it's the easiest thing in the world to do. But to hold it together when everyone else would understand if you fell apart, that's true strength."

After all these times, I love you all the same, no less. You have the sweetest attitude. You have always been and still are the undying, irresistible, alluring centre of my world. I appreciate everything you do for me. You're my best. Love.
Never can I ever get enough of you, never will I ever.

Nothing assures me more than you
talking to me from the bottom of your heart,
telling me everything's fine.
Nothing pleases me more than you
knowing how to handle me
when I need it most.
You know me.
I love you for that.
You are the one I call my own. (:
I love you many many.
You're all that I want, all that I'll ever need, my love.

mich @ 11:28 PM