::you're my saving grace ::

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

Celebrated love birthday with her friends. you know, they have been friends for more than 10 years! omg! i am envious. they are the ones whom you grew up together with, talking about everything and deep down you know that they are the ones who will always be there for you when you need them. i was thankful to be able to get to know them for i dont have much friends to beign with.

to be honest, i want true friends. friends who will answer your phone and immediately hear that you are crying, listen to you when you are all alone somewhere in the middle of a road junction, crying while the world looks on or is against you. friends who will listen to u go on and on and on about the saga of your most dramatic relationship with family, colleagues, etc. friends who will just let you chill with a beer with them, visit you at work, and tell you all the truths that you need to know. i need friends who'll tell me all the best and bitchy things about me, watch my back, and will stand up for me when others have bullied me, and provide comfort (even if it's not listening or talking, just chilling) being beside me, just understanding that i would not like to be home at such a time. i need friends who encourage and continue to listen to my woes or share my happiness, or in anyway just respond. i need friends who'll always act like sisters and guardians, ever wiling to share everything, always watching over me with the sound advice dispensed with not authority, but rather experience and goodwill. i need friends who are able to compromise, and explore new venues and new experiences-sometimes of my preference, sometimes of their preference. i need friends are able to give the most comforting advice despite the hectic schedule. i need friends who are able to give you a bit of delusion and kick some confidence into you.

I really don't need fair weather friends who come to you when they need some companionship for any sort of other reason.fuck you!

mich @ 11:50 PM