::you're my saving grace ::

Sunday, February 21, 2010

I dont think i seriously deserve just a FUCKING satisfactory. I did do what i am supposed to do, i did try to ask for help when i doubts but one thing i never did was NOT TO BOTHER at all. At least, i deserve more credit than that. You know what, YOU SUCK! you screw my life! It sucks when i am the only one who has been assigned to do something totally new altogether and i dont deserve any fucking credit for making the effort to learn. fuck you! i have been so irritated with every little things lately that i flare a lot. I am angry not because of the things revolving around me but its me who i am angry with.

im thinking one day all the she waits for me to find me stressed up, angry, quiet, lousy and all. most of all boring, will affect us much. worse still, make sure that there is no 'us' happening anymore.
i just fear that the day will come or things might change for the worse.
I am sorry for the temper, the tantrums and how boring i am.
but deep down, i want you to know that I love you so much. i really do

mich @ 3:56 PM